It sucks!!!

holly crab.... I didn't expect that the interview would be in English.....OMG

I feel like I have lost thousands of hundreds of money in 6 minutes, and my English was really bad that I can't express my opinion clearly.

If I would know that is was going to be in English, I definitely could perform much much better than this. 


Practice makes perfect.......rehearsal, rehearsal and rehearsal, until now I do experience the word and plus one: ask, ask and ask. Rehearsal will be useless if you go the wrong way at first. 

頑張で

這幾天都覺得很累，覺得自己什麼事都做不好...好煩喔
想逃避一切，想大哭一場想賴在宿舍不出門，不想去實習不想吃隊聚，不想參加EEC
不想做LBS好多好多事情要做
好累......

還好有你們
好久沒關注的Arashi 總是帶給我力量
每次想要放棄前總是會聽他們的歌

昨天剛認識的Lotus~(Aiba醬bartender日劇主題曲)
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Interview skills

Last weekend, we got our feedback from my boss about the previous interview.

1.      Not in the situation.

This is a really tough one. I won’t making any excuse because I didn’t really prepared myself well but so did others, except for our foreign teammates who have a lot of experiences on interviewing people.

Interview

Last Saturday, we went through an interview with Chris, the curator of TEDxMonga, and J.P. Actually it went more smoothly than I had  expected. But it sucked that I just behaved like a moving dummy, nodding, smiling and saying nothing other than nonsense! I was so upset about behaving like this in front of these two BIG guests. And I know there is little chance to meet the two gentlemen in the future. : (

I’m so angry about myself, hate to be so stupid and lack of competence and even the ability of expressing myself. Anyway, like I said it’s a shocking journey, you never know what you lack of until you bump into it. At least it proves that we still have lots of things to learn and plenty of room to growth.

Inten days!

Last Saturday, as usual, I went to Enspyre and hope to see everyone there.
But to my surprise, there were only four of us, and it was even worse than the previous week since there were 5. Actually we have 9 people in our team, it seems like we were breaking apart? 

The truth is, there were 3 people quitting in the 2 weeks period. =(
I don’t know exactly why, but the only reason I knew is that they don’t think they have enough time to do our stressful project (writing a book!). Therefore they need to make some choice to balance their work and life.

Perfectionist

It has been over a month since I started working in "Enspyre", but life only gets busier and busier. Our "book project" is totally an meaningful and interesting one. But takes a lot of efforts to collect all the needed information.

I'm INSANE!!!
I'm always thinking of doing things perfectly. I'm totally a perfectionist....
I have stayed up late for the past few weeks and will definite keep on, since  midterm week is coming.

Unbelievable !!!

My last post talked about an auction website, and today I'm going to share another one which is bid^it

from bidit 

Interesting website!

Recently, I have been studying a very interesting website: Bid & Buy 

from bid&buy

First day of my internship

I'm going to write down  what I have learned in Enspyre!

Before the day , I accidentally noticed that half of my teammates are foreigners and not to mention my SWEDEN BOSS!!!   I was reaaaally excited, yet felt a butterfly in my stomach!

So I got up very early and did everything I could to ease my nerves.

Depressing News

Actually, I planned to post something joyful for my first time in blog. But after the distressing weekend, the catastrophic earthquake hit Japan; all this heartbreaking news makes me feel down. The 9.0 magnitude quake, follow by the devastating tsunami engulfed the entire towns in northern Japan causing the tragedy. Seeing the footages of powerful tsunami taken away cars, buildings and even lives, and hundreds of millions people still suffering. I am asking myself, what can I do to help those people?