Last Saturday, we went through an interview with Chris, the curator of TEDxMonga, and J.P. Actually it went more smoothly than I had expected. But it sucked that I just behaved like a moving dummy, nodding, smiling and saying nothing other than nonsense! I was so upset about behaving like this in front of these two BIG guests. And I know there is little chance to meet the two gentlemen in the future. : (
I’m so angry about myself, hate to be so stupid and lack of competence and even the ability of expressing myself. Anyway, like I said it’s a shocking journey, you never know what you lack of until you bump into it. At least it proves that we still have lots of things to learn and plenty of room to growth.